Walking in the Rain — Julia Ibbotson

Jess happily marries the love of her life She wants to feel safe, secure and loved. But gradually it becomes clear that her beloved husband is not the man she thought him to be. She survived civil war and injury in Africa, but can she now survive the biggest challenge of her life? This is the second novel in the Drumbeats trilogy: Drumbeats, Walking in the Rain, and Before I Die.