Realization — Kathrine Kautzman

Felix is gone! Felix left me here on Earth and went with most of the rest of the aliens on a trip back to his home planet. Now I'm stuck here with his brother, Wolfgang, pregnant and in need of the alien touch and blood. Felix is gone forever! No, he's not gone forever, (only two years while he goes all the way to his planet and back) but it feels like it. I don't know how I'm going to survive this without him. I don't know how I'm going to deal with Wolfgang. This next two years is going to be the worst two years of my life, if I live that long. I'm not really sure I want to live without him. I know I don't want to be stuck here with Wolfgang as a constant reminder of what I've lost. Felix and I have been through so much together but this just may break me.