Explosion in Time — Amy Shannon

Raina has always looked forward to the future. She always knew what she wanted and how to get it. When her disease, comes unexpectedly out of remission, she looks at life in a new light. Wanting to have never been born, Raina runs into traffic. Her body tries to heal itself, while its mind is slowly faltering backwards in time. Raina relives the moments that she was never part of as she sees the truth behind her destined path into Terry's arms. She learns truths she never knew as a unexpected guide leads her through her past life, and the life that would've happened if she had never been born. As life starts to get unreal for Raina, her heart slowly stops and her mind fades away. What, if anything, will bring her back? How will her family react to life without her?