Bang — Ruby McNally

They have each other's backs...until love pulls the trigger.

Great Barrington beat cops Jackson Ford and Marisol de la Espada enjoyed a seamless partnership for a decade, guarding each other's backs, predicting each other's moves. Until they sent it all to hell with a gesture of comfort that turned romantic. Not only was the sex awkward-terrible, even-it messed with their focus. And Jack was shot. Four months later, Jack has been cleared for active duty, but beneath his barely mended body, he's barely holding it together. Because once the paramedics tore his blood-soaked body out from under Marisol's hands, she practically disappeared. Since that day, Marisol has done nothing but replay every mistake she made over and over in her mind. As she and Jack grope through the pain, the guilt, and the fog of PTSD for the key to healing their partnership, they begin to wonder if love is enough to heal the trauma, or if they're destined to blow their partnership-and any chance at love-all to pieces.

Warning: This book contains two hot, effed-up cops, bad sex that turns good, good sex that turns bad, and some real-talk PTSD.