If you read my first mini-book, then you will appreciate this second mini-book on my experiences as a medic in the Vietnam War. This book talks about being jammed up (PTSD), Paranoia, the 68 Monsoon Madness, and the TET toxicity on our troops as seen from the medic's eyes, not political or militarily speaking but from my interactions with soldiers and men, real men, not actors out of Hollywood. An experience that leaves a bitter taste in your mouth when it is all said or written. Make sure you have both books to see the continuity of the war from my eyes. It's different and it's insane but it never made me crazy. Let me assure the reader, this is not your normal perspectives written in history books. This is up close and personal and gathered while it was happening around me. Things like racism, refusal to engage in combat, hate growth and an erosion of morals and ethics by our leadership through the commands that show no regard for human lives - on both sides.