Ellia — Lindsay Anderson

As I fly from Los Angeles to Albu-querque, a nervous seed plants itself in the pit of my sto-mach. I haven't been home since Christ-mas, and here is why. While at my family's and my Christ-mas party, my best friends and good friends told me that I suck at what I do, that they wish I would dis-appear, etc. To make matters worse, my twin sister sided with them. Even though they tried calling and texting me saying how sorry they were, I did not pick up the phone or text them back. Six months later, I still have not talked to them. How-ever, I am ready to make amends.